HOW FAST LIFE GOES

 Sometimes the apprehension of the future can be an enemy to grow up and move to another stage of your life 

    

            When you're aware about the little things it can make you feel good and relax, that's the feeling of happiness that everyone are looking for to all moments and wishing while are suffering about sad moments, one time you're going to school with your mom and you be sad with her just because she didn't bought the notebook that you wanted and appeal to tears and make she feel bad until you see she bringing to you a new one, and in the in the bad days start to ask God to become more old cause don't like the way your family tread you or envy the old. As you become a teenager, you start wishing to be older again, thinking that this way you could do whatever you want without asking for permission. But when you finally become an adult, you wish to go back to being a child who wanted to grow up fast. You start realizing that reality doesn't work so easily, and it's not as you had imagined. Difficult moments will come, and you'll have to learn how to deal with problems and fulfill your responsibilities. The reality will hit you hard when you realize that crying and asking for help from your mom won't have the same effect anymore. The feeling of insecurity becomes more visible than your confidence in making decisions. It's as if you're always being watched by someone else who will judge whether you're doing everything right or not.

                 In the other hand, people are always asking for a smidgen of hope that everything will be fine and finally will can take a rest and put a real smile and no a fake one in the face without any bad think that can cause a snag. At the age of 29, the thinking of being old is killing your mind and you need to get married and have a family soon before the similares start to gossip about how old and single you are. By the age of 50, all u wish for is peace and a beautiful family, and also diseases start to apear and you need to be careful about your healthy, When you reach 70, you hope to see your grandchildren and pass away in peace, without regrets. It's in that moment that the superficial appearance, and big things that you thought it was important before, now it's make no sense.